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~TrinityRaven
Just call me Bella or Misa
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States

Hello starshines


the earth says hello


And through it all, we'll find some other way
To carry on through cartilage and fluid
And did you come to stare, or wash away the blood?
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Desert Song {My Chemical Romance}


Ive made mistakes in all sorts of shapes and sizes. Ive let people get the best of me and break me like a twig, but I'm still here aren't I? Ive been through Hell and back....ive been through it all. Death. Depression. Insanity. You name it. But through it all Ive discovered theres always a light at the end of the tunnel, that theres someone waiting for me at the end of the dark...reaching out their hand to take me with them to somewhere bright and new. I can't erase what Ive done or undo the pain Ive inflicted, all i can do is move on and make amends. Its for the best. Im not going to repeat my past, or let them break me. I know there are people out there that would love to see me fall..but im not going to let them. Im going to stand up strong. I may dress and look weird, but thats me. I like dressing in black, my morbid curiousity, my poems, my songs, my random outbursts, my smile, my tears, my mood swings, shouting random words, being hyper, listening to crazy music that adults may never understand, loving people i want</u> to love, hanging out with insane kids that I call my posse, its who I am and they can never change that. I wont be accepted by everyone I know, but the true people the matter will accept me, and the rest I'll leave behind in the tunnel. So many people have encouraged me to do my best. I know it was aggravating when I didnt listen. I didnt want to listen I had given up on everything, but Im back and Im ready for fate. I know I can do amazing things when i put my mind to it... Im a smart beautiful girl. & I have the power to impact people, and just maybe the world.


<center>"A long time ago, in the underground realm, where there are no lies or pain, there lived a Princess who dreamed of the human world. She dreamed of blue skies, soft breeze, and sunshine. One day, eluding her keepers, the Princess escaped. Once outside, the brightness blinded her and erased every trace of the past from her memory. She forgot who she was and where she came from. Her body suffered cold, sickness, and pain. Eventually, she died. However, her father, the King, always knew that the Princess' soul would return, perhaps in another body, in another place, at another time. And he would wait for her, until he drew his last breath, until the world stopped turning..."</center>

I am older than my age and my real name is not important. I've had so many names... Old names that only the wind and the trees can pronounce. I am interested in many things like illustration, creative writing, music, literature, graphic/web design, cake, shopping, cute things, and wonder... I also listen to music that I find facinating D'espairsRay, Dir En Grey, Gackt, Maximum The Hormone, Gazette, Tokio Hotel, Utada Hikaru, Malice Mizer, Coldplay, Evanescence, LM.C, P!ATD, Seether, Buck-Tick, Marilyn Manson, and My chemical romance, but i mostly listen to classical music..it always soothes me.


Im going to die aren't I?
Not unless wedding shedules, screaming girls, flowers, dresses, and that kind of stuff can kill you. And if it can Im taking it all away and we'll go elope.

I dont know who I truely am, not yet, i think the real me is deep inside. somewhere. waiting. so who am i? i am a friend, a enemy, a sister, a cousin, a daughter, a sympathetic ear, a niece, a granddaughter, a student, a teacher... I am a stranger... Im am not very simple, on the on the contrary I am very complicated. Ill give you explainations if you just ask. I am loved by many, and i choose to love back. Even to those who are undeserving. My true friends are amazing, theyve always been there for me. I wouldnt replace them for anyhting.


"One person's crazyness is another person's reality."~Tim Burton

I write poetry and the occasional song.. My beliefs and opinions wont be changed by silly arguements.my favorite movies are horror. my hair is highlighted and i have ear piercings. for now. i am a dreamer and i believe in true love and i am hopeless romantic. i might offend you or i could also defend you, dont get upset either way. I can be hypocritical but not often. i am very outgoing and very open. I answer most questions so dont be shy to ask. I make mistakes but dont call me on them. My life is a rollercoaster and i have been through many things, and i love to help people. Please, before you hurt yourself talk to me. i love getting to know new people and making new friends.

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"And it is said that the Princess returned to her father's kingdom. That she reigned there with justice and a kind heart for many centuries. That she was loved by her people. And that she left behind small traces of her time on Earth, visible only to those who know where to look" ~Pan


goodnight my beautiful,


I'll be watching you.♥

ANIME NERD:
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.(I will ;-; )
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[x] You have cosplayed
[x] You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.                  
[x] People you know know you as the 'anime' person. lolwut? .___.
[x] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
Anime Nerd Points: 14

ART NERD:
[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist. DeviantArist ... it count ?
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[ ] You have considered a career as an artist.   (as a 3D artist my dear :'DD)
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
Art Nerd Points: 12

MUSICAL NERD:
[x] You play a musical instrument.
[x] You play more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[x] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[ ] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All/Most of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite.
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
Musical Nerd Points: 6

VIDEO GAME NERD:
[x] You play video games.
[x] You've owned more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.  
[x] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours. ( I can't stop playing FF games when I began... ;-;)
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3 player.
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.   
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[x] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room.
[x] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.    
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[x] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.
Video Game Nerd Points: 13

COMPUTER NERD:
[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer. (2hours ... it's a  joke right ? x'DDD)
[x] You use emoticons
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.   
[x] You spend time in online forums.
[x] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[x] You have/had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.   :iconforeveraloneplz:
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really fast.
Computer Nerd Points: 13
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  • Listening to: Rugrats Theory

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~My-Chemical-Day 6 days ago  Student General Artist

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Keep Shining.
Gerard Way 8.20.11

"Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself to become a new person."
Gerard Way.
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~Elegend-Valkyrie Apr 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
DA ID MATRYOSHKA!!!!! :D

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Mood: Embarrassed ~Japewrewis Apr 6, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
About my question here [link] :forgiveme:
Do you mean [link] ^^;

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Ah, everybody can find me here ;P
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*V--R Feb 21, 2012  Student General Artist
Dead?

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Tell me what you think ^w^

Blog where you can ask my character Hunter questions: [link]

I take 3D modeling commissions: [link]
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~TrinityRaven Mar 24, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yep.

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~cocobird129 Apr 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm a Lolita

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Uhhh I can't think of a good signature...wait a second...!
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~TrinityRaven Apr 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh really :iconpervyplz:

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*sugar0o Jan 26, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for joining :iconraindropsclub:!

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We all have our demons in life, I named mine 'r0o.'
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*sugar0o Jan 25, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for joining the awesomeness that is :iconsesskag:!

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~Kalypso-Fox Jan 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
On Bella: Does no editing include recoloring? Not that I know how to do that anyway. xP

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Calypso my heart in darkness, for I have been betrayed and will no longer let anyone in. Try & try, as you may; but, only time will tell what will happen to me now..

~Love Is Love No Matter Who You Find It In.
♂ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♀ + ♂ = ♥
Do You Agree?~
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